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Jan. 9th, 2003 03:19 amHad two brief incidents of "I want to destroy the world" today. I only said that to myself once, each time, though. Realized I adn't felt like destroying the world in a week or so. Hoping to use these new data points to figure out why I want to destroy the world.
It's unfortunate that I had to leave just as soon as I felt like being social again, and the cold hasn't helped matters. Icky disease. But it is good to be back. Nothing's changed, yet thingshave definitely changed. Should decide if I want to have plans for social manipulation of others during IAP and what they should be. Or just work on my art and default to the little purple book if bored.
Thought about my OXs today. They make me sad. So I shoul make them go away. But this is easier said than done.
APO knife order came in. I have shiny zippo lighter. Very pretty. Must learn to light it effectively. And send mail to the rest of people who get knives.
Now I'm going to bed. With any luck, I'll be productive tomorrow
It's unfortunate that I had to leave just as soon as I felt like being social again, and the cold hasn't helped matters. Icky disease. But it is good to be back. Nothing's changed, yet thingshave definitely changed. Should decide if I want to have plans for social manipulation of others during IAP and what they should be. Or just work on my art and default to the little purple book if bored.
Thought about my OXs today. They make me sad. So I shoul make them go away. But this is easier said than done.
APO knife order came in. I have shiny zippo lighter. Very pretty. Must learn to light it effectively. And send mail to the rest of people who get knives.
Now I'm going to bed. With any luck, I'll be productive tomorrow
